Life...in general

As I grow up I realize more and more things are getting harder to obtain.

I graduate in 9 months...9 months-- the amount of time to create a new life, the amount of time to save for a pair of Manolos, the amount of time...in which I graduate to be a bit redundant =) but again it is a long period of time and yet it is quite a short period of time.

I'm nervous, afraid and yet so unbelievably excited.

I need my own apartment-- and I need a job-- any ideas are always greatly appreciated =)